IMMORTAL SONGS

Theirs something inside me that pulls beneath the surface, consuming, confusing. Its like a self control i fear it's never ending, controling. I can't seem to find myself again, my walls are closing in, i have felt like this before.
SO INSECURE....

Crawling in my skin this wounds they will never heal. fear is how i fall confusing what is real.

This comfort in the sea has pulled itself upon me, distracting, reacting. Against my will i stand beside my own refelction. Its haunting i cant find myself again. RETURN OF THE SON. KUTHULIS RISES AGAIN.


The never ending, ever immortal. LINKIN PARK, SYSTEM OF DOWN, COLD PLAY, NEPHILI, NIRVANA, DISTURBED, BATS FROM HELL. Let the exorsism begin, let the drinking of blood from the nirvana last dated over rated. not tasted human virgin. We come for the soul, physicall shall die. Immortal shall.. NIRVANA.....

Visit to the Nither lands

On a lonely, broken down house. The demon stood the creature breathed. Fire and brimstone i saw. Open chest i looked, no flesh and bone i saw. My soul departed, my being gutted by the flames of the ibis, the pricipality the cintalion. I saw a head, with legs and arms moving upward to the demonic.. Blood oozing out of its nouth, like a spider it skuttled off, in snail pace so as to pain me with the visual of its obsenity, blasphemeous look. Up the sky i saw a naked man, dead man. Layed apon a tablet tabel, covered in a whit sheet only till his toes. Thats hoi thought it was a man. around him, the demonic children hovering. No eyes, but sockets, draining his blood eating entrails as their mentor... operates. He dipped his hand into the man chest, spattered blood all over and came out with the mans heart.. Hovering around it was his soul.. Hahhah which he quickly swalloed in his being of disgust and tossed the heart out into the wind.... Up i looked as another abomination picked it up. A naked looking creature. Like a scorpion, with a tail, only that the tail has a head laughing in grimace as. Its claws, big as dragons growing from the foot of a human, clammped the head in laughter the tail laughed. sadistically as hell fire and brimestone shot in all areas and angels of this,....this abominable place. In the air they tossed the heart to and fro like a ball as i saw it.. i grimaces.

Below the cliff, lies skulls and bones of hideous creatures unfathomable to the human minds. If it was alive and seen by a mortal.. Insanity would prevail and death soon after..one was a human.. in body with a head the size of a bull, horns sharp as sword protuded from its forhead and joind other from the side. The mouth looked like a chain saw and below it had legs, legs that looked like animalistic abominations. One had legs that resembled a horse, or is a mule. In disgust i turned only to face them finishing off the body on the Marbel tabel. They notice me and i begin to rum to the porthall i run.. to make it back will i. Abomination is all around, they are persuing me they are pursuing me. Down here the name that saves is not even mentioned.......can i remmember arrrrrrrrrrrggg i run to the temple i run to the portal i run. The abyss has seen me and forever we shall .it shall it shall be with me i run i run.....

Lamentations of Raphaziel

Raphaziel, raphazeil, zeil, death, insanity, horrow, loneliness, hate........In the state of utter misunderstandings, i don't know where to hide. From my own i cannot, i still remmember when the sun was shining. Not really its always been dark in the abyss, hate, pain i lived with them demonized. a slave they took me to haunt me, they didin't hurt me they didn't.

To watch and see the horrow. To kill my soul from within, to mess with my mind they did. To let me see them kill, devour, eat, dismemeber my kind they let me see. after a while my hurt disappeared where has it gone. where has my hurt gone, i want to go back to believing in everything. Out they left me, like a bird in a cage i was set free, to leave. i run i couldn't they kicked me out. Not before feeding me their prey, eating entrails, drinking blood. Watching torture. Driving me into madness, i don't know if i can stop the pain if i will it all away. Don't close your eyes, i couldn,t they were open shut i die.. To live in pain, sorrow to die in hate and abomination. I don,t know how to love, i cannot escape, i cannot escape iam. Iam now the prison itself lives in me. They laugh, tauuunt me.

I CANNOT REJECT THE WHOLE WORLD. BUT THE WORLD CANNOT ACCEPT ME. Evil is me and i is evil. HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME.....Raphaziel walks amongst us, Like Abel he preys the night hoping to cancel his fears and hat e hahahahah he is doomed only seeking help. Before they visit hime to complete their task .MAKING HIM ONE OF THEM.......•••••••••

clean up clean up

My rat infested, vile slithering desk was cleaned today in the office. Iam really busy people and havent had any inspiration for another sequel. iam thinking of starting one about the black widow spider... ahhhh ha we will call it haliinwail. A story about a monster eating something the usual, in a more relallistic and sadistic way.. ohh by the way here is ygolonac the evil...Shit iaam being attacked a colony of ants has decided to take refuge in my desK i have to kill them tonight. yessshhhhhh yessssssssthhhhhhh kill them, destroy them. Show them who is god over them in this place hahahhahhahh i shall FINISH THEM OFF tonight i shall taste power, the power of taking life away from another creature hahahaaahaahahahahahh IAM gOD

kuthulis

meet the mind behind the visions and realize the fear behind the man.